| Mod Update |
[May. 13th, 2007|07:30 pm] |
... since its a freaking PAIN to keep switching to IE to post icons, i'll start using my new lj name (well...newer) ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tsumasaki to post here :D |
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| moved |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|11:22 pm] |
i have moved to a new lj.
i am not giving it out, because i want to merely keep a low profile and start afresh.
i am not giving into anyone. this is my own decision.
keep looking around icon communities for my new name. if you're smart, you might locate me.
im sorry but i have to start fresh. hersay can kill a person, it really can. |
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| im not taking any chances |
[May. 16th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
binary i only did it because i had to figure out who was the "spy". i'm sorry if i was wrong but you didn't defend yourself.. so I had to do what I had to do.
oh and limeybean. you dont seem to care to be friends with me anyway. so why keep someone who doesnt care about me?
flowerings. you said you were thinking about it. well i decided for you. but the door swings both ways. you didn't care to post anything on my entries and i went to your journal and i didn't see any posts... or something odd like that. but im saving you the "hurtfullness" of deleting me first. if you dont want to be my friend, okay fine. but do it for the RIGHT REASONS.
i'm sorry you guys are off. neither of you have said you didn't give indy my posts so im sorry. you're gone. you guys are the ONLY ONES who didn't say anything.
comments disabled. more rude comments coming from certain people will cause you to be banned. its so horrible that some of you USED to be on my flist. its horrible when people turn to the dark side. |
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[May. 12th, 2005|04:38 pm] |
im sorry for the way ive been acting lately. i know ive been driving people against me instead of in my favour but i'm such an idiot because i haven't taken my medicine and well i would explain it but you guys might not understand what im going through.
when i get really depressed i split up into two people and the 'bad' version of me usually takes over and gets irritated at everything.
so im sorry and i wish i could take back all the things ive said to people... but i cant. whats done is done and there's nothing i can do about it.
although there are a few things that i dont want to take back. but perhaps reword.
this is how i lost camp, probably lost gabe and lost my sense of pride.
i'm really and truly sorry for being such a 'bitch' and 'childish'. i'm REALLY not like that at all. |
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| why h/hr is incest. (my rant) |
[Mar. 17th, 2005|10:20 pm] |
Why h/hr is incest
Okay I just read this incredibly STUPID article on lexicon about Harry/Hermione and I had to comment on it.
Okay… I have this sort of gift. I can TELL instantly if there is attraction between two people. Even if its by description or in real life or in a book. Well… however not with myself but you get the point. I’m not trying to brag I’m stating the absolute truth.
So here it is with Harry/Hermione…. When I first read Harry Potter I didn’t notice ANYTHING but sisterly/brotherly love between them. Does it have to be if a guy says to a girl “I don’t think you’re ugly,” automatically they have to like them? Or if they spend too much time with a girl… he has to like them? Its absurd! There is NO ATTRACTION BETWEEN THEM! I would have noticed… believe me. It’s the awkward moments that define the relationship and that exists between Ron and Hermione.
So okay h/hr is incest. Why? Because they act like brother and sister to each other because neither of them have brothers or sisters? GASP did you notice that?? They found someone to replace the void in each others lives. Ron, however, has various siblings and therefore does not need sibling companionship. Therefore, he has harry to be his friend.. and now what? Companionship ( Hermione)
Okay so im done now. Do you get my drift and understand why h/hr is incest? Wouldn’t you protect your best guy/girl friend? |
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| Friends ONLY! |
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|06:14 am] |
FRIENDS ONLY
okay. i'm trying this again... but PLEASE only friend me if you WANT to be my friend and not read my entries for you're snickering pleasure.
and when commenting, only those who write sincere comments will be added back. "add me" will not suffice. |
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| more good things? |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|12:30 am] |
hi guys. sorry i haven't posted this earlier. i'm lazy what can i say.
anyway jojo has been back from the doggie hospital for the few days now. she seems to be okay. snowy is glad to have her back. jojo is so sweet :) they're both sooooo adorable.
i called back laurie, one of my friends that i met in the 7th grade. i thought she was mad at me but i guess not. we talked for awhile actually. but i was "working" at my dad's office and i was bored so i called her. well haha i told her i had to go when my dad walked in. However i'll call her back.
i really got to get to work on that flag routine. next tuesday i gotta go teach it to them :X
anyway i got a friends only post i gotta post after this but i wanted everyone to know jojo was okay |
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| iconsies |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|12:22 am] |
i posted icons. im too lazy to go over there again and get the exact url but go to
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) freak_icons
and go lookie
:). finally i got the damn hp actor set up. phew. |
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| fucking computerparents |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|07:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | southpark | ] |
okay well my damn computer is fucking messed up and for some reason it won't let me on the internet.
it's all my mother's fault. yesterday my dad and I went to OKC for a doctor's appointment. MY MOM had to mess around with the cable wire and she dropped the cable modem and the wireless router and maybe messed up the coaxe and now my computer won't let me connect the internet. i even fucking reformatted my computer and still nothing is working.
my mom told me not to get on her computer but she's the one that fucking messed everything up so screw her. she's at a movie with my dad.
so gah im trying to figure out what's wrong but if i don't tonight im taking it over to a computer place tomorrow and see if they can figure out what's wrong. im so pissed off right now it's not even funny.
okay computer is working but now im pissed off at my parents. they caught me on my mom's computer and they say they think a virius is on it now because i was on it (they always blame everything computer wise on me). the computer is slow (it has been for the whole fucking day) and being an ass and they say it's because i checked my mail (on aol and i didn't open anything) and i didn't even check my mail and i went on 3 livejournal pages. her laptop was fucked up before that.
UGGGGGH
and well hell yes i lie about it because i didn't have anything to do about it and then they start comparing me to my brother "miles never lied to us...at least he always told the truth...blah blah" well yeah you know what?? MILES FUCKING DID CRACK!!!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
i want to throw something out a window. |
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| help please! |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|09:29 pm] |
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okay im getting REALLY frustrated with this!!!
i want to know how to make it so that in a community (this is a free account mind you) that the userpics DO NOT show up! please someone help me! i'm about to tear my hair out! |
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| help me figure out this song!!!!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|05:14 pm] |
okay if i don't figure out this song it's going to kill me.
i heard this down in florida and i SWEAR i've heard it before and i'm downloaded "1979" by smashing pumpkins right now and i don't think that's it but i remember about hmmmm to words from the song?
"in 1984" it's kinda accousticy? if that's a word....but i know it's a year in the 80's
PLEASE HELP ME I GOTTA FIGURE OUT THIS SONG!
hahaha. yay for tainted__tears. it's "1985" by bowling for soup. i think cailtin tried to tell me that but i didn't think that was it. haha that's my birth year. yayay. they sound cool i might have to buy that cd.
still haven't found it. that was the wrong song.
YAY FOR binary!!!!!!
it's incubus "talk shows on mute" :D she at least pointed me to incubus. hahaha funny because i had the cd. i knew that song sounded fimilar. dude you so need to im me sometime (callmefreak xx) if you like incubus :D |
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| pictures!!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|10:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | perdy :D | ] |
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| | southpark | ] |
WOOT! i finally got some new pictures of me!!! and they actually LOOK GOOD!!! and hahah because im totally curious i added a fun little poll and if you could please answer :D pics and poll under cut :D
( i feel pretty oh so pretty... ) |
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| FUCK YOU INTERNET EXPLORER! |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|02:42 am] |
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| | FUCKING PISSED OFF | ] |
okay, i was doing this repost for my icon journal. and i did it in IE so that aol wouldn't close on me and i would be fucked.
WELL i had done everything and mind you this was 250+ icon post and i was all excited and i went to click preview and it was going well until IE decided it was going to be a butt fucker and freeze. yes it FROZE. it FUCKING FROZE ON ME!
so yeah that copying and pasting took ME AN HOUR! damn it i'm so mad
UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGh!!!!!
I WANT TO KILL IE RIGHT NOW |
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| gmails |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
hey guys! woot i finally got 6 gmail invites!!!
so if you want one please leave your name and your email address in a comment
oh yeah and i'm feeling a lot better today so that's good. i guess a good nights sleep is all i need |
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| the shits |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|01:34 am] |
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| | 3 doors down 'here without you' | ] |
damn it i was writing this entry and then aol kicked me off. aol is such a fucktard. ugh.
anyway. today was one of those days where no matter how much you try to make it a good day, everything seems to go bad. of course i'm on the rag so that doesn't help.
well as i wrote before, jojo is in the doggie hospital. she's doing okay i think they said but i'm not expecting her to get well to tell you the truth. it wouldn't bug me except the fact that the bible says that animals don't have souls. Now I won't mind once i'm in heaven but it's the time when i'm on earth. and poor snowy. snowy has been freaking out all day looking for her sister everywhere. My mom and I have been paying as much attention to her as possible. my dad has been watching football, plus he never pays as much attention to the dogs as mom and I do.
well and so i was out of pads so i decided to go to walmart and so i went to my car and i thought i saw gabe's brother walking down the street so i called his name. well he looked over and didn't say hi or stop or anything so i called it again. same thing, no answer. Well i kinda ran over and well he was still walking and i was yelling at him and he finally said "uh do i know you" and well when i finally got to look at him (the sun was in my eyes) i guess it wasn't him. i felt sooooooo stupid. so i went back to my car and just kinda felt horrible. i felt so stupid and more like shit.
so anyway went to walmart blah and then i went to the mall and i got two cds. I got the libertines cd and godsmack's new cd. then i went to sonic and then home.
i finally got an email from mr. doof (you-know-who *cough*) but you know him he never says much. which sometimes bugs me. i wish he would say more. of course you know guys. i just wish he would open up to me more. i mean if we're were REALLY just friends he would wouldn't he? i'm so confused. and yeah i feel sooooo ugly. like very ugly. i looked at myself from the side in a mirror kinda deal by the cds in walmart and i look like crap. my cheeks are so fat and my face is just crap from the site. i feel horrible about myself.
i feel like i'm going to burst into tears any moment. seriously. i know it's not going to help me anyway. i just wish everything would just be better
i hate my life. i hate my body. i want jojo well. i want to know that someone thinks i'm beautiful
I WANT TO STOP BEING DEPRESSED. but i know i can't help that. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2004|03:15 pm] |
jojo has been admitted to the doggie hospital. poor snowflake is all shookup wondering where her sister has gone to.
im really worried about poor jojo. not to mention a certain somene hasn't emailed me since tuesday. plus im on my peroid.
im trying to watch southpark to cheer me up but i still like any moment i'm going to burst into tears |
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| i will pay!!! |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|10:45 pm] |
okay guys, im getting desperate. okay rexfeatures is being an ass and i asked them about us residents being able to get an account and they said something about that we couldn't right now or something? so i'm asking that if SOMEONE has one I will happy to help pay for it or give you a bit of the payment! hell i'll give you $20 or something but i've been desperately searching for a username and password to rexfeatures and i cant find one :( so please someone help me. I have a paypal account for my debit card and i'm WILLING TO PAY YOU TO SHARE IT WITH ME!!!
PLEASEEEEEEEE HELP ME!!! |
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| i am now a choreographer |
[Sep. 3rd, 2004|03:46 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | happy but tired | ] |
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| | my fan. haha. | ] |
well my dad said a few weeks ago that my old band directer needed to talk to me. well i'm a lazy butt and haven't called him or anything.
well suprising enough i actually went to church on wednesday (and i actually did enjoy it and got a few things out of it, so heck i may make this a weekly thing) and well since I go to the same church as my band director i thought i'd talk to him.
now at first I was kinda iffy because he called me at the end of my senior year and asked about this mouthpiece that was lended to me during symphonic band season. I had given it back. So i think it got lost or something. I was sort of worried it might had something to do with this but then I started thinking, "uh mary...this is almost two years later. Why the crap would he still be worrying about this" and then i got a little headstrong and thought maybe he wanted my help with something.
well i was right.
so anyway after church i went up and asked him what he wanted to talk to me about. He wanted to know if I would (or if i was too busy if I knew anyone) who would choreograph one a routine for the flag team for this year's show. I was really excited about this!!! I said, "Mr. Haas, I have so much free time it's not even funny." so I got the job. Of course I don't have the music or anything so I can't start. But what he wants is beginning dance in it. I'm mostly just going to do turns and ballet-ish hand movements and stuff that will LOOK like ballet and perhaps just easy beginner stuff and well heck the fun stuff. lol. but i'm rather excited about this. I'm going to go to the lawton high vs eisenhower (my old high school) game tomorrow (the BIG game) well perhaps... i might not. dunno yet. and perhaps cheer the band on. of course i don't know because it's usually a mob scene. well anyway he wanted to use beach balls for this. Um...well i suggested ribbon dancers and he liked that idea so I hope beachballs are out.
anyway and last night sucked. i tossed and turned and my stomach acid acted up and ugh. well anyway when i woke up my dad tells me (when he came home from work) that one of my friends (who i thought kinda disliked me) who i met in 7th grade called up (we were also in band together the whole time and in flag together the whole time. bethany of course made her evil...but that's another story) and my dad said she called and was excited to hear I was staying the whole year and gave my parents her cell phone number and wanted me to call. So i'm probably going to call her tomorrow. Wow i'm really exciting how things are turning around. I guess God was punishing me for now going to church like I should. I guess i can't be a wallflower forever and I guess there are people in the outside world who do like me. |
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| please don't guys |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|11:28 pm] |
okay i don't want to sound like a prude but guys please DON'T use my new icons that are MY USERICONS until i release them on my icon journal.
this kinda ticks me off because that means people save them FROM MY OWN USERPICTURES and that is not cool!!!
so PLEASEEEEE don't do this!!! i have allowed spellotaped and nawalst3r to use them because they are two of my good friends. but other than that please guys don't use them until i finish this set. |
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