||[May. 12th, 2005|04:38 pm]
im sorry for the way ive been acting lately. i know ive been driving people against me instead of in my favour but i'm such an idiot because i haven't taken my medicine and well i would explain it but you guys might not understand what im going through.|
when i get really depressed i split up into two people and the 'bad' version of me usually takes over and gets irritated at everything.
so im sorry and i wish i could take back all the things ive said to people... but i cant. whats done is done and there's nothing i can do about it.
although there are a few things that i dont want to take back. but perhaps reword.
this is how i lost camp, probably lost gabe and lost my sense of pride.
i'm really and truly sorry for being such a 'bitch' and 'childish'. i'm REALLY not like that at all.